It sounds like she's already considered marrying you and raising children in the church even with you being out of the church.
Joanna mentioned that our theology is rich with opportunities for second chances. I keep the positive thought that it will get better.
I am one to really like my space and opportunity to do my own thing and little projects.
There will be pressure to go dwting church, marry in the temple, Yada Yada You will want to make sure you're ready to battle this for years, maybe a lifetime.